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After the Wreck, I Picked Myself Up, Spread My Wings, and Flew Away

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First of all, the title of the post came from a book written by Joyce Carol Oates. Anyway, here is my post. After the Wreck.   The wreck was March 20, 2011 and the events leading up to that day. Basically like my whole life. I Picked Myself Up.   The wreck brought upon to me the realization that we could all go away into oblivion, nothing.  Spread My Wings. I needed a distraction. I needed to cope. And they were there.  And Flew Away.  Literally, I am flying away. To Singapore. Hopefully, it's not a way of coping anymore. It will be the fulfillment of a dream. This way, I'll not go away into oblivion, into nothing. ps: I have read the book even before The Wreck. It is only now that I've noticed the book cover color is also blue. How fitting. How coincidental?

Day 13 of 30: Block 334

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Hmmm... I wasn't able to make an entry yesterday because I had to study for my Long Quiz 2 and Lab Quiz 1 today... Since I just got off that "I-don't-get-why-I-have-to-study-thousands-of-pages-for-a-total-of-50-item-exam" madness, I now have the time to make this entry. <sigh> Last night, as I was browsing my email, I saw the SISTIC confirmation email for our SS4 tickets again. And my face just became (0.0)! I only realized that our area was in block 334!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I thought that we would be in area 234 but no! It was 334!!!!! I accepted that I would stay at the "partial restricted view" area but I thought it would be at the terrace. Now I realized that we would be at the balcony!!!!! I almost cried last night after knowing this... And until now, I still feel bad! Worse even! I'm wondering if we could still "see" them in that area! Waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!  Right now, I know that I just have to accept everything as it is. I hope w...