Thirty Days to Super Show 7 PH

What should I say here? I'm not really sure... I don't want to end this blog but I guess I have to move on.   After SS4SG, I became so dysfunctional since I miss them everyday especially Donghae. I want more of them. Yes, I've become so greedy but if it's the only way to see them again, then just let me be greedy. Yes, I want more. I mean it. And I will make sure to achieve it. Going to Singapore and watching SS4 has been the happiest days of my life so far but I will make sure to have more in the future. Life is too short for me and I've wasted so many years of my life just doing nothing to make me happy. I thought I was happy being in love with someone but that person was also the reason of my heartbreak.  I never thought I would reach this phase of my life when 15 boys would be able to control everything. Sometimes I feel I'm too stressed for this but I don't regret anything. They are not just "celebrities" but they have become part...

These are my thoughts and messages for SUPER JUNIOR members after their 2-day concert at Singapore Indoor Stadium... Sorry if it's all messy. I just wanted to place everything before they get off my head. I hope you like it! (This became my new bias list in increasing order after SS4.. lol) Siwon  - holy shisus!!!! wae are your abs so amazing?!?! the moment i saw them live was daebak! waaaaaaaaaahhh!!! your abs are REAL!!!! i also loved how you interact with us elfs! you also made an eyecontact with me and smiled! OTL.. so amazing! i also loved your DO RE MI perf especially when you and shindong almost kissed because of donghae! haha! so funny! i also liked your appearance in hyukjae's part in OOPS when you kissed him in the cheek! kyaaaaaa!!! Henry - wae are you so cute???????????????? i love your perf! i love your energy! i love your english speaking skills that even the other members, especially siwon, were envious. haha. siwon splashed water to yo...

I.can't.organize.my.thoughts... I.don't.know.what.to.write.here... I.just.feel.that.I.needed.an.outlet... This trip has all my first times... It was the first time I went to a trip with friends only. It was the first time that I rode an airplane. It was my first time to go to a foreign country. It was the first time I watched a SUPER SHOW. And it was the first time I saw SUPER JUNIOR live and in the flesh... Last Friday, I was so stressed out. I didn't have enough sleep for the entire week due to excitement on the upcoming trip. I still had clinics duty on that day starting at 1:30PM to 5PM and out flight was at 7:55PM! I was so nervous that I might not be able to arrive at the airport on time. I was just glad that our clinics duty ended at around 4:30 so I was able to arrive at the airport on time. We had so many FAILS during at our trip but I think someone else would make an entry on those here so I will not mention them here.haha. At around 11:30 PM, our plane l...

ASHDAJGFHASJHDGFJSADHGFAJHSDGFALJSGFASJHGFSAHDGFDGHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! These are all my feelings right now... It is a mixture of excitement, happiness, anxiety and fear all in one!!! I just received my schedule for this week and the next successive weeks until March and hksdfhskjdghalhgasj!!!!!! XD Feb 17 (this was supposedly our CLINICS day, which I sincerely prayed would be changed to LAB day) - even groups MICROBIOLOGY LAB!!!!!! Feb 20  (this was supposedly our LONG QUIZ 5 day, which I sincerely prayed would be CANCELLED) -  NO EXAM YET ON MONDAY, FEBRUARY 20, 2012 CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW?!?!?!!?!??!?!?! :D - dawnhae -

I really want to be as prepared as I can be when I get o Singapore...So I have been searching for travel tips every time I don't get caught up with my Fan Fic Reading...Here is some of the tips I got... Do: a. Pack for very hot, very humid weather. That is, wear light woven cottons and open toed shoes. However, do bring a sweater and one pair of long trousers in case you are going into an indoor area with very cold air-con (eg, movie theaters, restaurants) b. Bring a camera. c. Bring sunscreen d. Bring a small umbrella (but you can buy one off the street if you don't want to carry one). hahaha...It's really a must... e. Bring $$$, rather than stuff f. Travel light you can get anything you want there. g. Go to the Bugis Market at night it's awesome and cheap t-shirts among other things. h. Do not take a taxi from the Airport, the subway is right downstairs and costs about $1.50 to the city. Don'ts: f. Don't expect an exotic destination. ...

In a less than a week's time, I will be in a foreign land with the company of my friends who will watch the Best Show on Earth. This will be the first time that I will be traveling outside of my country. At first I was really hesitant of doing this, but when I finally realized how much this means to me (with the help of a good friend), fear has disappeared in my vocabulary. I pray that this will be a good trip, that I may be able to explore a lot of places and see a lot of people. I pray that we will be safe and have the best time of our lives... 5 days more to a Promise of a Lifetime Happiness!!!

Hyukcien... this is the right one... loool How to find us Our Address : 89 Geylang Road, Singapore 389203. Tel:(65) 6846 4741 -  By MRT Train:   At "Changi Airport" MRT Terminal, purchase a standard ticket $1.60 and board the East-West line (Green Line). At "Tanah Merah" train station (2nd stop from airport), you need to alight and make a train transfer. Alight and stay on the same platform, transfer to trains towards the city. About 20 minutes, alight at "Kallang" MRT station. Follow the map below and walk about 2 minutes to the our hostel. Note that train service stop operating daily till 12 midnight. Check  Train station timing -  By Taxi / Cab Outside airport terminal building, get to Taxi-stand, hire a taxi and tell taxi driver our hostel address. Taxe Fare during off-peak hour is approximately S$15-S$20. Peak-hours will cost about extra 30%. Night hours cost 50% extra. - dawnhae -

Whew! After 12 days of anguish without internet... I'm finally here! I'm not really good in making blogs but I'll try to share all my thoughts here. Especially regarding............ -_- (my heart just exploded) Anyways, I'm super excited for SS4SG! Everything has been a roller coaster ride for me. I mean, I've never really risked anything in my entire life. Everything has been planned. My daily routine would include school-home-church-home. I had a boyfriend for almost 5 years but still, dating was also like a routine for me. Everyone would say I'm the boring type and that I'm too serious with my life but I thought in the past that I couldn't change that coz that's just me. But after knowing SJ, my life really turned around. I guess everything that has happened really has a reason. Perfect timing, as I could describe it. During the darkest part of my life, when I thought I would literally break down, they came. I've been telling my closest ...

I'm a little busy recently, since I have engrossed my self with my new addiction. This time i don't just read Fan Fiction but I have started writing it. I'm no longer contented with the ones that I am reading, I want a plot of my own. So may not be very active this coming days but I will surely try my best to update here. Hyukcien: I'll try to email the admins for the Fan Project this coming Sunday 29th of January Heemmy: I'll give you the link to my fic when I'm done.Please teach me well Chrisma: I heard that you want to do a make over? and want to have a bangs? Good luck!!! Try a side bangs on a layered hair style to add volume Dawnhae: You are missing a lot of fun!!!